Spiritual Healing
Disease disappears when we are in One heart one soul One Humanity One Unity.
Abdullah Mohmmed Anwar Hussain
We are the question we are the answer. Everything manifest to us from us and for us and is us. Our sickness is our cure. Every disease is connected to a mental disease. It is the feeling of separation which causes all diseases. Disease disappears in Oneness of God. All separation in all creature dissolves in love and God is love, be with our beloved creator. Separation vanishes in Unity. Don’t loss Him for a blink of an eye. Remember Him in every breath, in everything we do, in everything we see, see the reflection of God. He knows us better than anyone. He loves us, care for us 99 times more than our own mother and that is only one percent of God’s love for us in this world rest of the ninety nine percent He kept for us after our departure from this world. So, when we are in connection with our beloved Lord, who is the most glorious, most kind all mighty all praise belongs to him every moment, then we are in good health, joyful, peaceful and loving all the knowing come to us easily and effortlessly. He is the best planner, make plane in a away is the best for us when we surrender to Him, unfold the complex situation to the easiest way. Expends the time so we can finish all our work. Take our confusion to the clarity so we only see the things that we need to do. Simplify our life, no stress, makes our life peace and harmony. Our inner being is very happy, satisfied, nothing left incomplete. Every moment feels rich and joy and full of happiness. All we have to do is to remember him and ask him what we need and it is given. Make sure to be in grateful for everything that He has given to us already from His kindness and generosity and mercy. Ask Him what we need from the place of gratefulness and place of deeper surrender and it is given. If we walk deeper in our heart and soul we do not even have to ask, it is already taken care by Him. God said, “be in grateful I will give you more. La in shakartum la azidannakum”. Q14:7 Some time I ask but we do not get what we asked but He the most glorious all mighty all praises belong to Him, give us the understanding in a way that we are happy and instant gratification comes to us with even more deeper gratitude that how much He care for us.
In my early age I found out that I have deep fear from childhood trauma and then I tried to find out what is wrong with me. I have allergy which is difficulty to breath from the pollution of air. My doctors cannot find out, I took treatment 3 years in Allergy center nothing changed. Medical science cannot give any explanation. So I really want to find out, I did not want to stay stuck. I was searing and contemplating. University of Spiritual healing and Sufism and later Institute of Medical Spiritual Healing help me find the answer I have been seeking. My allergy is out ward cause that is really my secondary cause but my primary root cause is to go deeper inside to my soul and purify my believes and illusions and fear of trauma from childhood. None of us on this earth can escapes wounds. That wound gets buried so deep as we grow older we get afraid to look at them. It is that wound lead us to our humanity. We have to die before we die and reborn with purity. Bow to Allah and try to be with Him every moment. Surrender to my beloved God, focus my attention to the feeling in my heart everything that I do and keep my desire and focus to be with my beloved God Allah and ask Him for His guidance and follow accordingly. “Our heart is in peace by the remembrance of Allah (Ala bezikrillahi tatma innal qulaub Q13:28)”. Just be with him in remembrance all the time. Allah said, “when you remember me I remember you” When I practice that, life is easy but to remember to practice that most of the time it’s hard because of the heedlessness, not remember to remember God in every moment in everything I do, in His every creation that I see. But I could not bring it to the perfection on what I wanted to accomplish, then later in the Institute of Medical Spiritual Healing and Advance Sufi Walking taught me that how to be there and it’s not really in the outside but it comes from within very deep inside. The desire, Ishk, deep love has to come very deep inside from our soul level. Rume said,”Love is the bridge between me and everything in the world”. To me for anything can manifest, by the deep surrender and gratification with deep love Ishk of God and ask from the place where, I am nothing without His help, I am so needy for God. Before we can get in touch love with in our self with others we have to see what is blocking that love, what is creating separation between me and other person. Rumi said,” Your task is not seek for love but merely to seek and find all the barriers with in yourself that you have built against it”. Strongest man is he who can sincerely see the truth even if it is against ourself. We are weak God is most powerful, We have no knowledge, God has infinite level of knowledge, I know nothing, God knows everything, I have no protection God have all the protection. God is the one the manifestation comes from Him. He is one everything come from and he give us as we need with out even asking. So we ask God to show us what is the wall that is making separation between me and others. We ask God to clean it for us with His mercy. We want to control our reality by expectation from our self with out knowing the truth. When our expectation do not meet, we winds up in unhappy, angry, upset, blaming others for our own weakness. Because our expectation is illusions. It is not in our hand. Our life does not belongs to us. One wiseman said, If you think your life belongs to you lets see, how far can you go”. He is the owner of His kingdom and everything in between haven and earth. I want things to happend from my level of understanding but my understanding does not see everything. Only God see every thing,even one tiny black ant in the darkest night in the darkest floor. one important thing I have learned that no matter how many ways we go, if we do not know our destiny and what is soul purpose of our life we end up in no where. Just let go let God. Let go of our self controll and let the current of river Jazba take us where God wants us to take us. My destiny to go back to my beloved God and soul purpose is to serve Him by serving his creation, standup for my self in a way that He is pleased with me. My disease was the veil which is my opportunity and the door to get in to my path of love. Journey to my soul, purify, beautify, be with God, walk with God, by God in God and return back to God’s creation and serve his creation the way He want and be pleased with it.
I was in investment business, retail business, Accounting, computer network Engineer, Insurance Agent but God put me spiritual walking and ended up in Medical Spiritual Healing to heal people in soul level, Mulk, Malakut, Jabrut and Lahut self, heart, soul, spirit to bring light of God to the fulcrum point, in the pattern to resolve the inner conflict with in ourself and disease goes away. Brings so much love, live in the ocean of love, peace, safty, security and joy to me and my family, brothers and sisters, communities, to people’s life where ever I go. Bring unity not the separation, love not the hate or judgment. It brings so much profound peace, love and happiness to my heart and I am so much full that keep nothing only to give it away to whoever needs. Just to give it away for the pleasure of most glorious most generous most merciful loving God all praise be to Him.
